Currently Listening Infinity on High By Fall Out Boy This ain't a scene, It's an arms race see related

YEP

I LOVE MIKE DEWEESE FOREVER AND ALWAYS. 12-16-06

Currently Listening American Apathy By Dope see related

Here we go agian. Michael has been taken away from me yet again. His Grandparents MADE him move back to Columbus with his mom. I hate it why does it always have to be this way.

*~JANET~*

Currently Listening 15 By Buckcherry Crazy Bitch see related

I had a great time last night. I went to the movies with Chris, his brother Matt, and his sister Courtny. I discovered somethings that I didn't know about Chris and I adore his brother and sister. Hopefully things work out with me and him because that would be great. Sometimes ppl arn't what they seem to be or what they think they are. Well I'm gonna go mom is on her way home with lunch. Love ya guys, and I love you too Chris.

*~JANET~*

Currently Listening Foiled By Blue October Hate Me see related

Kings  Island  Thursday  with  K-Rock,  Clarissa,  and  Zach  OOOHHHHH   YEEEAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!

*~JANET~*

Currently Listening Foiled By Blue October Hate Me see related

"Hate Me" By Blue October

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I have a sad feeling that this is going to be my life. If I lose my friends my mom is all I would have left. So hate me today hate me tomorrow, I don't give a shit.